Little outbursts

So recently I've been feeling a little adventurous..which led me to chopping off my hair, again. Some humans just never learn.

You know how sometimes you get these crazy spurts of wanting to do something really different so you jump into it without considering the consequences..yes well now I am at the stage where I am trying to accept the aftermath of my impulsive move.

Time is passing way too fast again for my liking. There are so many changes in my life and I am always so torn between wanting time to slow down, and for the weekdays to fly by on Mondays. I guess I have to learn how to stop and smell the roses on Tuesdays to Thursdays too.

Anyway, for all the occasional times I pause to drop by here to add in a little note, 2014 has been a pretty great year so far - A and I confirmed our little nest recently and that was an extremely surreal and also slightly (maybe more) panicky moment, knowing that we had just signed possibly majority of our life to clear the housing debt and more importantly, an unspoken commitment to spend our lives together. Were we ready for this? I don't know..but how will you ever know when you are ready?

I didn't feel ready, I don't feel ready, and in case you are wondering, A hasn't officially asked me to spend my life with him yet haha (any time soon love...no pressure)..but i guess we took a leap of faith because we love each other and we are trusting that this love is going to sustain us through the difficulties of reality, managing and budgeting our finances, time and commitment to each other and those around us.

If there's anything I am sure of though, it is that I wouldn't have anyone else but A to face the unexpected with, and perhaps this is enough for now.

On another note, I am superbly excited because I am going to be an Aunt soon and if there is anything that this family needs right now, it will be a bouncing bundle of joy! :D I am already fantasizing bringing the beanie out to play and gai gai and maybe he/she can even be my adorable little ring-bearer :} The dilemma of wanting Dec to arrive quickly so that i can meet my niece/nephew and wanting to savour every moment of 2014.

I am going to end this as abruptly as I began. Till I drop by again!