Lazing in on a lovely Sunday..it's been raining super heavily the last two nights and while I could only enjoy the full glory of it last night..I think I haven't slept so well in quite awhile.
I don't know why is it so difficult for me to write here as much as I want to..so many times I feel exceptionally happy or blue I would feel compelled to come here but I just don't for some inexplicable reason.
....until now.
Anyway, while I can't say much about work because like everything else, there are highs and lows every day but I guess if I didn't appreciate/understand it last time, I dare say I have a better appreciation/understanding for my work now.
Everything else has been really good..just returned from Alaska with my family not too long ago and I think it was one of the best holidays I've had in years. I mean it because it is always so difficult to get the whole family just for dinner, let alone a getaway and a long one at that..and i really loved every moment of it.
I am so lucky, I know it and I hope that i will continue to count my blessings every day and not take this for granted. Alaska was so so so beautiful, seeing the glacier bay, watching the whales feed, enjoying the cruise, spending quality time with my family, immersing ourselves in Mother Nature..it was such a humbling and surreal experience. :') I hope i will be able to go back someday, but until then, there's lots of other places to visit. :)
Everything else has been good..I think I am in a really good place now. I guess the top priority now is trying to work on my finance because despite having a diploma in accountancy, i am really quite terrible with managing my own finances.. and also to exercise and lead a healthier lifestyle (with healthy eating and exercising). That is really damn tough for me..considering how much I loveeeeee/live to eat but my metabolic rate ain't what it used to be and I hate blaming myself at the end of the day, taking off my clothes to shower and looking at my tumtum and feeling the frustrated and annoyed with myself for my lack of self-control.
So...while i'm still nosing for good eats (i have yet to try Melben seafood + the cajun kings!!), I'm gonna have to work doubly hard on my health..i certainly do not want to be burdened with all the cholesterol/heart problems (thankful that A has constantly been giving me dirty looks whenever I start to nibble on the prawn heads heeehehh) before I reach mid-life crisis.
Just did 10km on the cycling machine..I know it's not a lot but it's a start right? Hopefully I will have the motivation/determination to work out within the next week... :\
On a separate note, I can't believe I am turning 23 in less than a month. It's true when they say that once you hit 20, time will start to fly by and before you know it, you will be wondering what you have done in life. Time to start making everyday count.
